My friend reckons I’m clingy. She tells me I don’t need Mr AM to find a guy. I don’t think she realises or understand I need him for sex 😂.

Yes I would love it if he’s it. But he’s not. So it’s not like I’m hoping for a miracle? I’m not hoping at all. I value and treasure the time we spend together and I have left it at that.

You know the quote Tis’ better to have loved and lost …That’s all it is. I feel loved when we make love. It’s our gift for each other. And yes if it happens to be me getting hurt so be it. I’ve told him that.

He’s a very considerate lover. It’s always me first before him. For that I’m happy to have him as my FWB. I don’t think any man has treated me like that in bed.