I need to develop these negative feelings into positives. Not sure how? Came home last night to a big mess .
Hubby nowhere to be found . He was at his sister’s house getting drunk .

He crawled into bed at 130am this morning . And just now proceeded to ask me for sex. 

My kitchen is full of dishes despite me washing up before we left. The hot weather doesn’t help one bit.

I drove home because I needed to dump the kids at home.I need to go into the business to catch up. End of year. Last time I could pump scripts through for clients reaching their safety nets plus I wanted my hidey hole to myself. 

I don’t do too well with people around me all the time. I need time out. 

Woke up this morning and all I wanted to do was walk out of this place I call home.