Talked to a colleague today and it turned out I was right all along. Sensitive me computes everything . She’s put my mind at ease as I know the decision I’m going to make is the right one.

Also me not re-signing won’t affect them as much as there’s another one coming back on leave which makes me feel less guilty about it all. 

Guess all well ends well . Even though this didn’t go the way I wanted I’ve learnt heaps .

I’ve learnt what my capacity is. Yes I’m still a V8 . Also learnt what I will accept and what I won’t . Have learnt to negotiate, know my worth .

Last but not least learnt my health is much more precious than all money in the whole world . 

In all it’s been a most valuable life lesson.

Now for the next life lesson how to be happy?