Only another few days before our dreaded Winter arrives . I hate Winter with a vengeance . 


My moods seem to dip during Winter. Which means I’ve got to find ways of fighting it. I’m already feeling down and crappy. 

It’s the continuous worries and not getting over my cold. My knees hurting , my veins and my abnormal Pap smear. It sucks to grow old and I’m not even 50.

I’m seeing the vein guy in June. A week or two away. I should go see my GP about my knees. As for my Pap smear I need to go back for another in a few months to check . Can’t do anything about it. 

Physical health aside it’s my mental health that is much worrying . I feel like life keeps on throwing me lemons. And well little Miss V have made lemonade , lemon tarts, fish dipping sauce and whatever else . And because I have so many I have even chucked them in the freezer for later use. 

The thing is there’s only so many lemons one can take. 

How about throwing me some thing else? Like ice cream. I can do with an endless supply of ice cream. Stop throwing me those damn lemons. 

On that note I’d better go charge my phone. Need to be at the rental by 3pm so the garage door guy can come and fix the door. 

Here is hoping he comes at 3pm and not 5pm.