This morning? My tastebuds have gone funny. They wanted more paella.
Plans for today was supposed to wake up early to go work at the business so I can have the day free to go walkies.
Well guess what? Alarm went off at 6am and I couldn’t get up. It’s now 8:13am and just sitting down to breakkie. There goes being organised.
I popped a baklava in my mouth last night so I need walkies. Can’t see any weight falling off me. My BMI sits around 21-22 I want it down to around 20-21. I want to lose weight and be under 50kg. Have done it before so hopefully I can do it again.
This morning I’ll have to sort out volunteering then head in to work for a few hours. After that go walkies.
Was hopeful to prep dinner this morning. Fat chance of that 😩 Already feeling overwhelmed.
Hubby is at it again. He caught me chatting and so he’s been climbing all over me. His theory is that if he f me all the time I don’t have the energy to go get it elsewhere 😩
This morning he was sulking saying I only like white ones and he can’t turn me on anymore. The thing is I do want to be turned on by him. It’s just he’s so clumsy and as soon as he inflicts pain that’s it I get all anxious and freeze up.
Anyhow not sure how to fix this problem. Funny how I can fix other people’s problem and not my own 😩