I’m all tangled up. It’s only been a week and I’m already a mess.
Last night we went out for drinks with friends. He’s made a fool out of himself. The whole group didn’t think much of him and was telling me he was disrespecting me.
He was touchy feely touching the girls. And well he was loud as. Only one night and he’d pumped in 8-9 beers just in a space of a few hours.
He told me he’s had a gastric bypass and can’t eat much. Yeh yeh and yet he drank all that fluid.
I’m all confused. Mr Boardie thinks he sounds like an abuser. Someone that would emotionally abuse me and then take advantage of me. He doesn’t want me to get hurt.
I also texted Mr Meetup. He rang me back to talk. He was there last night. He says to me dump him. You deserve better.
I keep on trying to make excuses for him. Deep down I know he’s not the one for me. Problem is I’ve already developed feelings for him.
I can’t go on as the further I go the less I’m me. Can’t seem to think straight. It’s like he’s got a hold on me.
We only met last Monday for coffee. Then Tuesday and Thursday nights he spent at my place. Then again Sunday night. He brought his shavers and condoms over for my cupboard.
Today is Monday. He went home this morning and came back this afternoon to practise skating with me.
He’s asked me to stay overnight on Wednesday. I’d initially said yes.
I’ve texted him..
About Wednesday night. Don’t think it’s a good idea. I’ll be tired after a full day of work. I’ll see you next week when I’m less busy. Xo
Anyhow will see him less so I can hopefully think better. I think I’ll have to let him go. Don’t think he’s the one for me.
I’m grateful I’ve got friends that watches my back.