Hubby woke me up as he’s got to take his cousin to the airport.

I don’t really want to get out of bed . It’s cold out and it’s so toasty warm warm in here.

I’m going to make an effort today and leap out of bed. Well may be not leap more like a  crawl out of bed. 

His cousin said to me why do you have to get up early when you don’t have to? Told him I get more stuff done when I do.

I’m determined to get my life back together somehow. Lately it feels like I’ve let it slip away. 

It’s only end of April how can things change  so much in a short space of time? 

I thought I was psychologically ready for staying at home . Guess you can never be truly ready to face your demons.