Yes. Same old same old. We have reverted to being friends. Not sure how long this phase will last. Last time it only lasted weeks. It was great as we talked more, grew closer, then we actually believed it would work so back we went as man and wife. I’d missed the intimacy and so did he.

And you guessed it. Same old same old. I think we treated each other better as friends. The sexual tension was there and sex was definitely better. Being friends he doesn’t assert his sexual needs on me and in turn I don’t resent him and thus more happy to surrender.

But somehow that is lost when we are man and wife.

December 2015