Another dud. Full of promises and well what did I expect? The bubble burst.
I went for another coffee date reluctantly . Lately haven’t been wanting to and just went through the motion.
He seemed to want what I want . Weekly meets . He’ll book rooms etc etc.
He didn’t look too bad for a 58 years old. Quite fit since he runs. Somehow I just didn’t feel him. He promised me the world . So confident and sure of himself. He made me wanting to believe that’s what I wanted too.
We ended up fiddling in his Merc. You know I’m not a fan of Merc drivers. And after kissing him I ummmm tried again. I kissed him quite a few times. And each time was the same. A major disappointment. Imagine a mouth full of spit. A tongue not willing to meet 😩
On the drive home he flooded me with messages of how wonderful it was and he can’t wait to properly meet aka book a room for our “love” making .
When I read them I felt sick in the stomach . I was caught in the moment and I sorely regretted it .
I messaged back . Sorry I can’t meet you anymore. Couldn’t feel it in your kisses. Got caught in the moment. And sent him on his way.
All I could think of was the kisses I shared with my walkies buddy . He kissed as though he meant it.
Missed him. Missed his kisses. Nothing compared. I must be delusional . I must be obsessed.
There are guys wanting to bed me young and old and yet I’m waiting for this repressed guy who can’t make up his mind. I know he likes spending time with me. Why the hell doesn’t he hurry up and just f..me. He makes me want him so much. Or is it his strategy of hooking me? He knows I love a challenge. I told him once it’s difficult to make up my mind but once I do that’s it.
Today I’m going to go in and delete my profile from AM. Can’t be bothered anymore.
I think you nailed his plan to a tee. And it appears it’s working, no? Can’t get him off your mind? Check. Wanting him to “f” you? Check. Building anticipation? Check. Pretty smart on his part. If it ever happens, He’s got you to a point that it’ll be epic. Just watch your step if he’s that much of player. 😏
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Guess I’ve met my match then haven’t I ? Lol Not sure if he’s a player or not but he’s smart. The other guys just don’t measure up. Have just deleted my profile lol all this pent up energy and nowhere to go 😩 what a bloody waste 😩
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How about to your hubby? 🤔
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He f..me this morning . I’m sore and I didn’t get to come. He’s such a pig. Selfish as.
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What? So not much has improved in that department, huh? I’m sorry. I see why you wouldn’t be in a rush to partake of that again. 😠
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He takes whenever he wants. Always been like that. Even when I’m dry . he uses lube but only to get it in. It’s not comfortable . He doesn’t want lots of lube because he says it’s not tight with lots of lube 😩
That’s why I like with others the anticipation makes me wet . Really wet and I know I can get wet just not with him. Always worried he’s going to scratch or damage my insides.
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That’s terrible. What does he get out of that? I don’t about him, but my biggest turn-on is pleasing my partner. Not in a submissive way, but in terms of making sure she’s completely satisfied. Wet? Hell yes, please! And that doesn’t happen without them wanting me too. You not getting wet, Not climaxing? That sounds horrible to me. I wouldn’t like that at all if I were him. What gives?
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He’s got a high sex drive. Guess he’s trying to exert control on me.
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Get more flies with honey. He’s missing out. And I’m sorry you have to step out to find what you need. 😦
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Is there a turn in in being taken ? Just asking cause I want to learn more
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Sorry to read this. But I agree a kiss can say a lot about a person
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Yes . It shows if they want you or not . That’s how I can tell.
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Love reading about you and your quest. I’m pulling for you
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Sucks all the way around
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Kissing is very important. My spouse is a darn good kisser, leaves me wanting in most other ways, but wow in the kisses!
Met someone last week who is another wow kisser. VERY nice. :o)
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Mmmmm
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Sloppy wet kisses should only be recieved from grandchildren and if you are an animal lover dogs, on men just NO!!
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It was awful 😊 considering he’s older you’d think he’s got more experience lol
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yeah you would think, one of the guys I was dating in my very very early days I kept ending up with spit in my mouth and leaking out and I thought OMG is this me!! I honestly thought I was drooling while we kissed and tried to practice drying up my spit but it did not get better, I soon realized it was him ick!!!
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Yuck 😂 I hate sloppy kissers. I think they just don’t care . Hubby never bothered . He’s the one that taught me to kiss. Except I’m a better kisser than him 😂
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