He noticed. He noticed I’ve been very focus lately. He advised me not to leave hubby behind.

He said you and I are alike. We deal with processes. Don’t let the divorce be just processes. Deal with your emotional crap as well.

The thing is I just want it done. Anything that needs to be done needs to be done.

He said if you leave him behind he might turn on you. He might turn nasty when he hasn’t had a say in things.

It’s hard when your heart still care yet your head tells you it’s the right thing to do.

Mr Boardie told me of course you still care. If you didn’t then you wouldn’t have married them in the first place.

You chose them because you loved them. It doesn’t matter that you’re angry at them. Or they do something stupid. You still care.

Anyhow he told me to go get counselling. To prepare the kids. To not lie to them. He warned me that they do know. They are not stupid. And if I lie they are not going to trust me anymore.

Looks like I’d better sit them down. Tell them not all but some of it. Let them process it.