I’m worried about tonight. I know he wants more and I’m not sure now. It’s been too fast.

I’m one of those where people grow on me. They grow by the things they reveal about themselves.

I don’t believe in love at first sight or one of those chemicals overload where you end up burnt to smithereens.

I know a kiss can’t hurt right? All of the sudden I’ve gone shy. It’s just if he’s not it it’s back to the drawing board again.

The truth is I’m sick of dating. How hard can it be? I hate having to swipe left or right. I hate that there’s no personality in it at all.

The other bit is that we get on so well together that may be we were meant as friends?

Here is hoping he’s not a sloppy or Hoover kisser. It will turn me right off.

Hopefully we both turn each other on.

On that note I’d better go have a shower.