I’m missing day 2..

I sneaked out at lunch

Dinner was ummm not that great. Passable. I didn’t eat the meat as it looked shonky. The meal the other night was much better value.

on my way back to the hotel.

Was supposed to meet up with Mr UK. He was too busy.

Rang Mr Wanderer and he didn’t pick up. Then he rang me back and kind of shrugged me off. Poor thing has been painting all weekend.

He’s still at it and it’s like 11pm there. Looks like a big weekend for him.

The longer we are together the more doubts I have. May be we are not right for each other. May be I’ve let my heart cloud my judgment.

My heart wants him to be the one. My head is putting up walls again. Feels miserable.