My dear Mr Wanderer,

My heart breaks as I write this. Even now I still hope that you’d come back tomorrow. But hoping is no good. Because if you really wanted to you’d come back weeks ago even if just for a quick visit.

I’ve thought and thought about it. I would never want to come between you and your friend or place you between a rock and a hard place. You’ve got enough on your plate already.

When someone really wants to do something they’d do it on their own accord.

From what you said tonight I don’t think you’d be coming back tomorrow. You don’t want to do it that much.

So me hoping would only end in disappointment again. A girl can only handle so much disappointment.

Your Dora

It’s over. Been bawling my eyes since last night. He’s torn but not torn enough to come back. I’m now back on Tinder.

Mr Boardie deserve better….. you have so much to offer someone who values you. He’s a sweetie..

Breaking up sucks. I had an inkling that he wasn’t right for me. I just didn’t want to go back to the dating scene. Plus I was smitten as. Anyhow guess it’s back to square 1.

Wish life lessons wasn’t so hard. I know though I’m inching closer to what I want..what I need.

At the moment though I need cuddles.