It hurts that they are scared of me
It hurts that they can’t tell their mum their worries,their fears.
It hurts that they all turned against me.
My heart hurts a lot tonight.
I just want to leave. Anywhere would do.
I’m a dud of a mum. I am no good to them.
All I know is to cook them good food. That’s all I know.
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All kids are like that
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😩 why didn’t they tell me? Then I wouldn’t want any.
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Think of yourself as a child/teen….did you confide everything with your parents?
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No .
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That answers your question
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The difference is they tell us they want to confide in me and they are scared to. So all of them turn on me saying I’m always yelling at them . I don’t listen to them etc etc . It’s not a case of no I don’t want to confide in mum . That’s why it hurts.
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You have to put yourself in their child like brains
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Yes but I’m not their friend. I’m their mum.
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Right but based on what you wrote they are scared to and you don’t listen to them can you expect them to want to confide in you?
I’m just trying to explain their POV
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I know just frustrating . I’m not totally all there some days. They take it as I don’t listen when I’m not there present in that moment of time . My mind wanders and I’m gone. They catch me at bad times
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I understand that
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