Yesterday was the most perfect day well until we fought. I used the phrase oh my god. He seems to think I deemed him stupid.
It’s to do the school’s laptop for next year . The youngest wants the $1800 one. He’s not willing to pay. It was because he didn’t read the fine print. It’s for 3 years and it’s a lease. Not an outright $1800 for one year to buy. That’s why I always have to read before I sign anything as I don’t trust him.
He got upset and raised his voice at the dinner table.
The oldest stepped in and told us not to fight at the table.
We went for a walk later. He asked me and I told him I was still upset. He apologised.
This morning we attempted sex. Attempted is the word. He knocked my calf so bad I think it’s going to bruise. So there goes sex.
Yes that’s our state of affairs. Thinking about it makes me sad. I don’t want to think about it.
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We all have our good days and bad days. Hopefully tomorrow is a better day
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Thanks. Yes.
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This post sounds a bit worse than others. I hope you guys work this out. Talking openly is a good start.
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Why is he so clumsy in the bedroom? You have been married a lot of years has he always been that way? Maybe you can take the lead or something. Like make him lie there and you get on top.
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Can’t take the lead unless I’m turned on. I get upset at him because I was really sleepy and just wanted to sleep. He was trying to pry me open and that’s the problem. He told me to stop fighting. He’s lucky I haven’t kicked him in the balls. I get grouchy if I don’t get my sleep.
Imagine you’re about to go in that nice related state and someone trying to force it in and you’re all dry 😩 could do serious damage 😩
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Okay but ya know that NO means NO…If ya don’t want to do it tell him to get the F of you!!
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I do tell him no. He just doesn’t take no for no . Drives me nuts. By the time I get aggro I’m not sleepy anymore which makes me even more mad.
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😦 sucks that he does not take NO for NO
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*relaxed 😩
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