Mr Boardie was right. Relationship failures are just stepping stones to the right one.

It teaches us what we like and what we don’t like. What we are willing to put up with.

For me? Today was supposed to be a great day since he’s coming home. But all I feel is dread. I had a bad sleep last night.

I’m emotional and bawling my eyes out. I’m praying who is up there to gives me courage to take the next step.

I’ve managed to do it once. I should be able to do it again.

May be it’s my fear of being alone that’s holding me back? There’s not much out there despite the saying plenty of fish in the sea?

I don’t want to go back on that trodden path. The path of staying in a relationship and having something on the side to make it bearable.

I know what I need and I need to just go for it. This month apart was what I needed to see clearly.